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I'm wishing I had taken a computer class in school. The blog has already been 4 different colors since last night and i'm sure it will continue to change with my moods. I have been both busy and unmotivated the last few weeks. Does that work? When I haven't been busy, I have been unmotivated to do all the things I normally do, workout, blog, clean etc. The good thing is, all that time i wasn't doing those things, I was laying on the floor playing with Beckham. So, It was time well spent. I have been trying to figure out the cause of my unmotivatedness (new word). Is it the weather? We've had what californian's call "May Gray", and starting tomorrow, it will be "june gloom". Clever huh? Or is it baby hormones? I know it takes a while for hormones to settle down after you have a baby. But how long till I have to stop using "I just had a baby" as a reason. I have been blaming it on both the weather and the hormones. Who knows. Anyhow, the last few days I have felt my old self returning. And in this reunion with myself, I have come to realize that its just fine to have a little down time. We need a change in routine, or a lack of routine every once in a while. I feel in some ways like I just got back from a little vacation. Ahhhh.